The Last Day of Being 26 and Being Youth

April, 1st Two Thousand and Six, Friday

I've been youth from April, 1st Nineteen Seventy Nine 'till yesterday. Today i've changed. I've grown. I've become a different person. Still me, only this time i'm mature. Yup, enough of being youth for 26 years. This is the time for being mature.

Yesterday i'm still thinking i'll become a queen, a massive life with the fulfillness of materialistic thing. Still thinking i'll beat the fate with my power and abilities that i thought was very-very capable of. Still thinking that i'll reach the highest mountain and the deepest ocean. But that's the youth's dreams.
Today i'm only me. I'm not a queen. I can't beat the destiny. I'm not at the highest mountain or in the deepest ocean. I accept my destiny, my fate. I'm not lost. Only stop dreaming. Stop being youth. I'm mature now.

My matureness not just happens in a blink of an eye. It cost a lot of time, soo many sacrifice, a big number of pains and many-many fallness. It's impossible to get through that without a lot of help, a lot of luck and a lot of patience. My family, my friends, my enemies, my troubles, my happiness, my sadness, my anger, my lovers. Those bunch of things that make the impossible became a realistic thing. Be mature became a possible thing. And i've reach it.

The incridible-outstanding-tireless-understanding people has brought me to this point. A grateful words can't describe my feeling for them. To every single people who surrounded me with love,strength,energy and support i thank you. Thanks for being here with me. Thanks for all the share. Thanks for helping me being mature. For showing the way, the way to be me. Love you guys....

(can't live without you guys...)